12.40am

19th March 2009...

12.40am

The time now is 12.40am.

Good morning readers. :)

got nothing in mind to update about but just to randomly whine abit.

1st of all, lets do some random updates.... erm, pt and wm got back to sg, sharon lim is so packed with all the rowing and exams, and joc is oso having tests, xp is in taiwan enjoying herself and lijuan is going to taiwan soon. lol. full
of envy~ i want to get out of singapore too! but oh well. capital flow is zero now. >.<

Fri is a big day. yes. besides Round two, its your birthday! hehe. guess what, i still got 60bucks taka voucher. *sweat*

i was seeing sgc and there is this thread saying about a 17yrs old boy was kanna attack by a big size guy in mrt. he did not retaliate and jus lie on the floor. the attack lasted for 20seconds. and yes yes yes. 3pm fri no seat all taken and yet, NOONE lend a helping hand. tell me. is something wrong with me, education system, people on board, or who?! noone even stand up to say a single thing! for that fugging 20 seconds, all they do was SEE AND STUN. =.= okay~ lets just ASSUME everyone was SOOOOOOooo innocent that they do not know how to react. SEE. our vigilliant level? lol. oh. WELL WELL WELL.

12.52am.

as usual.. im listening to my blog song and blogging at the same time. i like the peaceful feeling when noone is around me and im all alone. nonoe will nag, scream, talk at me. im all alone and finally, only at this hour, i can sense some privacy space. :) i love this strange yet close feeling.

Repeated the song again and again, but the feeling i had for it is different at all time. sometimes its sad, and at times its just... simple. and now, i felt a litle fustrated. ahahaha.

ohohoh, i saw woonkiat today! and he was on his bike! lol. its just good to see old friends. yesyesyes. he is my kindergarden classmate too! and TADA~!

Daniel say i look like 'big sister' lean backwards.. but i thought i looked relatively shy. hehe~ and see. i looked like hebe hairstyle isnt it? whahahaha~

Theres daniel, raymond, woonkiat, zhihong in the picture. and i tot the front 2nd guy frm the left look like ruijie. lol. alot of familiar faces, but i just couldnt remember it. after i got this picture from raymond, i actually took some effort* in fact alot* to search all my house album. but i couldnt find! >.<>

oh peisi, i thought the last row third one frm right looks like you!

hehe!

1.02am...

wanmay should be coming home. KONICHIWA!

so hows the memorising of those buddies?

recently, i keep having dreams. oh no-s. i wonder if i sleeptalk. @_@ that wil be scary. lol. i dreamt of gillian yesterday. lol. guessed i must have missed her. she always think that her personalities very bad and im always touturing myself to be with her. hahaha! u r a nice friend la!

talking about gillian, i pass by nafa and saw mio in the nafa freshie posters! she look GORGEOUS! pretty pretty! i couldnt even regconise her until i saw her name there. wow. wanmay, go online and take a look! really pretty. lol!

*after crapping quite abit, im still not contented. so i decided to go on. lol. *

there a password lock in my heart now. even myself dont know the code to it. D.R.E.A.M or M.O.N.E.Y or perhaps its just I.D.I.O.T. oh well. sometimes, i thought not to think of it, it will be better. but its not helping. im a thinker person. think think think and drill drill drill. after drilling all the way down, i'll stop. but after these few months, i really know, sometime dreams is not about yourself, but the surroundings too. but of course, im not leading like a sad life, nothing to eat that kind. just some grumblings to do.

after changing my blogskin, i realised sistarz blogs is oso kinda dull colours. lol. oh well well. black is still the emo blog colour i think. lol. i was thinking recently, 'who am i'. yes. who are you? to sistarzzz, im you guys de best friend.

but to others leh? im not tryin to sound like im the sadest or putting things until so persimistic that i wana die. just pondering some stupid qns some times. see nafa? i made a few friends. but in the end, the one that i got actually contact is only gillian and xiaotian. what about the rest? everytime, we'll say, 'long time no see, meet up soon!' ... and then? perhaps as time goes by, i really dont like to make contributions. calling someone out is such a hassle at times. but of course. 对人不对事. :)

Theres some feeling im missing. really. some unexplainable feelings. some feelings that i aint supposed to sense, but im sensing it. oh well. unexpected uh.

1.18am...

im thinking about religion at this point of time. bought Uweekly today and the sub magazine was talking about revival after deaths. its VERY interesting! FINALLY, im seeing some hope in sg papers. lol. i got a habit to buy malaysia papers at times cos they always got interesting news! sg leh? finance, loanshark, stars, soccer...and erm.. mayb a 2 or 3 headlines that somewhr in sg flooded or nonya?! hahas. yea yea. and now, something finally gain my attention back on singapore papers. whee. :) 3cheers!and after changing their mag, some other mag changes too. YES! singapore spirit, KIASU! WOOHOOOO! hehe! anw, back to saying religions, i think that im still standing strong as a believer for taoism. :) hee. and im proud to be one! ^^ though resume i write buddhism. aiyo, 一家亲嘛~

hehehehehe~~

1.24am...

finally, i felt more contented and feeling abit relaxed. time to go to sleep.

good night people. :)

sleep tight and tuck your blanket well.

ciaos~