20th...

20th Oct 2008...
20th...

i wanted to update something.
there is this weird feeling swirling up in my heart.
anger? pissed?
*&^%$#
sometimes i think that i sucked in communications.
wtf.
esp with my mum.

okay, ANYWAY.
for the past 4 days, things had been pretty cool.
i went back to MEM for filming helpout.
i seriousli think i didnt perform much. lol.
but there is this pretty cute calefare frm china. lol. cute guy. know how to play drum somemore. lol. but waking up at 6 everyday nearly took my life away. lol.

4th day, i went to give flyer at kovan mrt, and i saw dis cute guy again! he is staying at the he ping buidling, but he told mi he is going back to china on the 21st. how sad. lol. he is one of the rare good ones i see. serious.

and i saw nelson, and zhang lao shi!!! shes currently teaching in skss. she damn slim down alot la! prettier le. hee. talked awhile with her.

looking back, i've been through quite a number of jobs..
G2000 sales coordinator, flyer distributor, surveyor, designer, badminton assistant coach, admin, assistant director, kopitiam helper for parents n blah?
Ups and Downs....
有些人觉得某些工作很低贱, 很看不起做这些工作的人, 认为没前途, 没水准.
我,林颖慧最讨厌这样的人.
看了一面, 就断定了一切?

分个传单, 你觉得我只是拿个不及格的中学文凭?
做个副导演, 你觉得我是拿个荣誉学位?
在业余的时候, 我很喜欢做这些大家所谓的烂工作.
为什么呢?
做太久好工作, 往往大家会忘记某些东西.
抛不下的自尊心, 搁不下的傲气.
面对不认识的人, 虚心的和他们说声'谢谢' , 礼貌的给了个传单.
看见他们的微笑.
我也觉得是值得的.
怎么想,是你们的事. :)

没低, 就没高.
所谓的上等人,
你们懂屁?!

3days at MEM, i talked to a handful of people...
i love listening to life experiences.. :)
总结他们的话语...
一. 梦想等于胡思乱想. 要梦就勇敢想!
二. 不同个性的人, 适合不同的工作. 我的失败, 不代表你不成功.
三. 乘年轻, 勇敢去做!
四. 不管将来做哪一行, 只要你擅长于那个, 不怕没饭碗!

所以, 各位年轻人!
pursue your dreams!
even if you fail, you will know, you've won. :)
to gain what you lose..
hmm. bravo.

lol. 6 more days to official 3 months since i last met sharon lim. whahahaha!
19more days to Taiwan!
28days to FTT!
lol. looks familiar? we always do that when we were in secondary schools.
counting down to prelims, den to O's, den to HOLIDAY!
hahaa.

Grown Up Child.
Keep that Naiveness ok friends?
no matter how long we never contact each other, friends are always friends. :)
社会或许是丑恶的, 但友情却是美丽的.
right? and and and!
yinghui loves you all.
good night darlings..
good night baby. :)