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29th August 2008...
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seriously speaking, im missin everyone. :(
working to a certain extend sucks. not as in what normal people will say.. ''politics''. it's just simply no time to meet up with friends. Currently everyone is busy with their school load, working load or whatever you call it.

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i really missed some of you guys out there altough it's only like less than 3 weeks i last seen you. lol. when you cannot get the support from work, one will tend to drift to friends. and oh well well. everyone is just not available including myself. thinking back, i think i really neglect some of you isnt it..?

i need to rant on something to someone but there isnt much things for me to rant about? life had been very boring recently. SERIOUS. i've got plans way far ahead which make no/minimal problems to talk about? i got no entertainment, no successful talks, no failure example or watso. wa kao. see. it's really a boring life. and whats more? i havent been reading the newspaper or magazines which makes me now... one whom lost touch with the outside world( PS dan: im as dumb like what u r now ok? lol.or in fact, 'dumber'? )

now i understand one point.
i actually missed nafa despite the fact that it got no entertainment and all the while all we see is laptop, pc, mouse and some stupid lecturers. i missed the time when we strived together during assesment, doing some stupid act here and there. singing some 'antique' songs. msging each other to gambatte each other up. wanmay coming to my house to do work. complimenting and sacarstic people's work. lol. i really missed all this crap. yes. im serious. :)

Can anyone bring me out to do something which is far from routine? ^_^
:( lol. shall we have a small bbq at some beach someday? or let's go drink at some place? or just go somewhere? somewhere which i dont know and just go? lol. the paint gun thing? anyone? okay~ i know.. should be..any time?? im anticipating sun! lol. everyone gathers and yeah! doing something out of usual routine! lol. activities after that? :D

a note to add... i think my boss is jus too good. TOO good. too good that he doesnt scold, he doesnt grumble or watso. way too good which makes no gossips to talk about. it never happened to me before. i know it sounds fan jian.. but, shouldnt boss have some wei yan? hmm. im those ..遇强则强, 遇弱则若的人...so im actually kinda meaningless in the company. in fact, all 3 AP's felt so. lol. everyone seems to be drifting. so where does the problem lies in? i seriously think that it might be due to the fact that our boss is too good. lol. and.. im serious for this point too.

i'm beginning to understand why people lose their naiveness when they grew up. it's not within their control. now i get it.

Currently, my simple mind seems to be full of complicated stuffs but i couldnt get anything through.
everything is in a blank mode. yes. B.L.A.N.K. BLANK....