thoughts

24th May 2008...
Thoughts...

Despite the fact that im BEGINNING to neglect this blog a little, but whenever i came here. i still got the feeling of writing diary. guess what. i think im quite marvellous. i dont have regular updates to blogspot or wretch. but i pen down my thoughts. i write in blogspot and wretch.
IF I DIE.
you guys will know what im thinking actually all this while. lol.
guess i will do a book with all my passwords.
just one day uh.

sent peisi off today. its was quite a joyous moment i think. i dont know how to describe the feeling but .. its good. :) enjoy the 4 week stay in beijing darling! ^_^

i have to do some work from monday onwards...
erm... diet plan? lol. and my resubmission thing.
3 years in nafa let me adapt to stress. now in a stress free enviroment, when there is a little pressure, i felt weird. rotting for 2 weeks or so. im getting abit restless.

no money, no fun.

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

okay. thats the basic theory isnt it?
ya. so here am i rotting yet i cannot have any fun cos i got no cash with me!
ha. please let me have more self motivation.

met up with cousins just now. enjoyable as well cos we just managed to talk on and on and on. :)
my gwen is going taiwan! seriously, im full of envy LA! hee. and whats more! shes going to HK as well! 1.4k for 10days taiwan 2 days hongkong. if i got 2k now. i definitely fly la! hahaha!

initiative...hmm....
i should find my initiative back uh.
by the way, im missing mr alex, mdm tong, badminton girls and everthing. i miss badminton.
i really MISS it. :(

AND...

something is lacking in my life.

what is it?

hmm...........