ARGH!

22th January 2008....
ARGH!

WHAT THE ****now is wat is on my mind. trying fucking hard to get my msn back makes mi realised how im dependent on it. well. back to the qns that people are discussing years ago. " humans control technology OR technology control humans'. Indeed. its confusing uh. and bcos of that basically im NOT doing my grp project. lol. but no worries, i'll get it done.

went to guanyin temple again today. its freaking alot of pple man~cos lunar 15th. anw, just wanna share a short story here. upon geting out of the temple, there is this handicapped uncle ( he lost both his legs until knee), walking around and selling tissues. ok, have to admit, the scene melts my heart n i nan de bought the tissue at 3 pax for $1. when i was buying, there is this lady who put some coins into the tray which the uncle is holding to and said " bu yong le" and left.

erm, well.. i know the lady was trying to like.. donate? but... have she wonder how the uncle will feel? i asked wmay the same qns and she finds that its ok, except the lady being a little bit crude in her language. but for me, if i were the uncle, i would definitely wish that the lady would take the tissues. reason being: im working. im not begging for $. if u donate, means u despite me. so, what for i sell tissue right?

people often mention that we should treat the handicapped equally. but. what is this? well, i know that lady mean good but... haha. ok.

n NB! i still haven figure out the stupid msn. im going to get my msn done b4 i sleep tonite!