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27th feb......
Empty promises i made......

well well...she talk abt empty promises..izzit realli MINE fault!? well...on a positive outlook, perhaps she is NOT talking about ME~!buden, well....im quite a negi on the insides, so perhaps, its ME~! watever for nw.....i wun wan to think so much n ruin my mood... perhaps all along, we are jus clsmates.... i noe tat went i need sumone to be there...wanmay they all will b there... we were the true frensi....tos in nafa...mm...i guessm besides yinqi and a few, the rest is jus 'acaqutaince'.....hi bye hi bye.... haha... i guess i must hab changed alot....used to everyone ish frensi...nw, i seriousli do catogarise them..its not a good thing i noe...bud, im gettin more realistic...i noe hu ish my frensi, hu i can chat with.... and hu ish my hi bye fren hu i can play with...shud i change ba qto the mentality that i used to hab?? everyone is frens???

well...like all scenerio, there is a angel and a devil appearing in my heart....mm...perhaps i still need sumtimes to go baq to tos everyone ish frensi de shi hou.... i guess.... sem 1 that fren realli hurts mi dwn....dwn until i simply hab no trust toward nafa pple.... n sem2 pple jus....weird....everyone ish jus kept to themself and i gradualli dun even wan to ask wat happen...under this kind of circumstances, what will u guys do?? fake?? forget all?? im seriousli choosin the latter....buden by what means, i jus coulden put dwn... im trying...tryin to forget abt tat frenship and hav a happy life...well...approximateli, i can do it at sum times....

im so pissed off seriousli by her.... if she is so great abt maintainin frenship and kou kou shen shen fren here fren there...leavin without informing mi.... nt even a msg...ya.....i feel SO~~~~ damn great uh?!?! frens....ur defination for frens is indeed.... marvellous....if u think im nt at all bother....u r rong..if i dun care abt u, i wun be even here typing all these rubbish... im nto sure whether that entry is tokin abt mi....buden if it is, jus to tell u, not oli u are hurt.... wat abt u...seriousli, this paragragh is for u.... pls seriousli reflect urself...wat makes mi do that.... if u think u r the god in this frenship, pls...u r wrong...it tks two hands to clap.... ni bu ren, wo bu yi..... ni zuo chu yi, wo yi ding hui zuo shi wu...... there is sumthing good/bad abt mi...i dun hide my emotions...or shud i sae, i dunoe hw to hide....wen im happy, i luff...when i sad or foul mood, i simply keep my mouth shut and show a disgusting face....if u still dun understand that.... i hab nth to sae....if u choose to b my accaquitance, i will defintli jolli well smile at u all times whether i am sad or not...jus to tell u, i did treat as my fren, if u think im not treasuring u... i hav nth to sae....

im nt hurt buden simply disapointed.... thats all....fullstop.