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A normal day....11/8/o5....sunny....

sudenli realise my entry caNT see title n date...wel...instead of savin it, i think i chose the slacker way of doin thingy..jus rite out...haha.....

i sudenli think that i crush all my dates...haha...meetin my cousin this fri afternoon after school, buden sumhw, i agreed to meet jocelyn for a early dinner!? haha!! n den supose to meet lichoo n all on next wed...buden i you go book sharon...haha....well well...this time gonna get a scoldin by them le...haha...

mm....i think i realli dunoe wat ish the thing call stress...izzit when one moodswing becos of nth, is call stress?? things u cant handle-stress?? wat ish the defination for stresS?? alot of people sae i can handle stress well..buden the fact, i dun reali noe wat ish stress...haha....stupid mi uh....guess u guys wun even think i will speak in this manner ba...haha....well..im a aries/taurus- 2 personalities de ren....haha...

im TIRED~~!! not in the wae, physicalli..buden mentally i think!? okok...dun b too sensitive..nt that kind fren.. lol~ mm..is jus that seems like alot of thingy i dun seems to understand...oso real slack at cls...haha...nt listening to teacher...dunnoe the lecture...n teacher like nt teachin jus junk u the final assignemnt..n nah...u do...that kinda feeling..haha...n at times, my hand ish like shaking like hell n canot even draw a straight line..haha...scared?!stress?! lol~ i dunoe it myself..or mayb ish jus wat px used to sae..sum kinda of disease...haha...buden i would not see a doc unless im realli down/fainted...haha...i hate the stupid looks of doctors, the 3jabs they given mi on my sweet birthdae... bleahz~! dun like...n waste of money i think...haha....

later still hab to attend lesson..haha..the sianest of the week..mass lecture..go there waste time nia...haha...believe it or nt, nt even 1 SINGLE word went in my ears...mayb i block it up myself ba..haha..SIAN SIAN SIAN~~ i wan to go sentosa...!!i whiten alot n dun like it...feel like a white pig...haha..fat n white...EEKK!! uglY!!

allowance ish goin to end =( haha....after my buyin of a 16bucks shoes...lol~ =)
when is my badminton dae?? i miz my bmt gurls...
n guys!!!letter soon!!! =)